a lil sumthin pt 2

WHERE are you?  Where are YOU?  Where ARE you?  Lost in the abyss of stress and strife, cast aside like yesterdays thoughts and illusions.  Illusions of self fulfillment and completion through a smile.  Crushed by the simple words 'its not the same'.  Confusion replaced by sadness and sadness replaced by fear.  Afraid of a dark corner of the heart and mind, yet pulled towards chest out, head and feet back like whiplash.  Pushed and pulled, stretched and squeeze, comes the new life of a beating heart.  Free, free at last from the constraints of expectation, free from the feeling of loosing, loosening the acceptance ratio towards understanding what did just happen.  Breathe in breathe out....foggy is the image before me, steamy even.  Slowly the unknown becomes clearer.  Face to face with the hope of Again.